I’m so sick of not sleeping,

I forgot that insomnia is why I started taking anxiety meds in the first place.
but no fucking way am I going to take those pills again.

I guess holding a job where I’m up until 3AM in the morning 3-4 nights out of the week doesn’t help either.

once I’m off probation, I’m just going to start smoking ganja again to get to sleep.

fuck balls.

makin’ mac & cheese, maybe some tea too.